I am happy

Simple as that.

Rain Rain Go Away

Gadd!!! I hate the rain when its class time, We had a class in CTC which is a preety long walk as it is to get to my other class. The rain started to pour, and i mean POUR!!!! I had no choice me being lazy and not having an umbrella had to run to the other side of the campus just to get to my other class. I'm not talking about light drizzle rain, im talking about...RAAAAIIINNN!!! Well, I had no other choice but to run so...I DID. STUPID ME!!! I got COMPLETELY DRENCHED!!! Oh did i mention the next class was 4 hours long, in an air conditioned room... Well at first i never believed that anyone can get sick from getting wet in the rain, but a day after...Well that's today... I got a fever, FRIDAY NIGHT! Hay...but as the saying (i made) goes.... "PARTY HARDER HARDER AND HARDER..." hahahahaha! Good luck to me...and no. I wont drink...I'm under medication, for my flu like symtoms...Hahahah! I really reseached that in the internet..and yes you could die from it...^_^x SO NEW MOTTO "PARTY HARD...BUT NOT TOO HARD..." hehe.

Panic! at the Disco.

"Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off"

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

HELP WANTED

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An Ode to Emo

Am I the only one out here?
Waving my arms.
How can this be clear,
I have absolutly no idea.

I dont know who you fell for,
there must be others like me.
Others that are keeping you awake?

Run to the Hills...
Run for your life....

Hit me when I'm down,
Kick me in the head im dead and you see..

Calling your name,
screaming in pain...

You're the only one I have ever Fell for...

Stab Yourself When in Pain

How can i feel?
DO you think that im doing nothg?
Well Take a walk in my shoes!?
FIND OUT!!!

PAIN!
ANGUISH!
No words could describe...

Now i know why people do it.
Now I know what Pain is...

I stabbed the back of my left hand...
Do you see it?
Do you see the blood that runs in these vains?
ITS YOUR BLOOD!!! YOUR!!!! BLOOD!!!

YOUR BLOOD I SPILL FOR EVERY TEAR YOU MADE FALL!!
A NY ENDLESS RIVER OF CRIMSON TEARS!

BUT WHAT DO YOU CARE?!
YOUR'rE NOT mE?!
YOUR PERFECT...IM NOT!!!

I CANT FILL YOUR SHOES?!
MR BANK PRESIDENT?!
I CANT FILL YOUR LARGE SHOES?
ASK MY KIN I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT!!!

I JSUT WANT TO DISAPPEAR FROM THIS EARTH
WITH A SILVER TICKET I WANT TO END IT!
I AM USELESS LEAD IS THE ONLY THING THAT COULD MAKE IT ALL RIGHT AGAIN!

TO CORRECT THE MISTAKES YOU HAVE COMMITED THAT YOU HAVE CREATED
LIVE WITH MY PERFECT SIBLING!
YOU HAD A SON NOW ALL HE IS,
IS A MEMORY.

LET ME FLOAT IN FOREVER.
FORGOTTEN!
LIKE MY LIFE
MY PAIN
MY EVERY DROP OF RAIN!

YOU LOVED ME.
I CANT LIVE WITH THAT!
YOU HAVE GIVEN TO MUCH!
I DONT WANT TO TAKE NO MORE!

NO MORE TEARS
JUST A GUN SHOT!
ONE LAST TEAR.
BURY ME WITH MY REGRETS!!!

F(x) = Solution

... I'll draw a picture ... I'll draw it with a twist ... I'll draw it with a razor blade ... I'll draw it on my wrist ...